Clinical Experience for the week of September 12 - 14
Sept. 12: 1:40-3 pm
Mrs. Seamons and I decided to dress-up for this lesson. She dressed as a fortuneteller and I as a scientist (lab coat, protective glasses, and clipboard). She went around the room giving fortunes and I followed making notes on my clipboard. We then discussed the difference between astrology and astronomy. Throughout the discussion, the point was made that there is a difference between what we believe and what we can see and evaluate, reproducible evidence.
Following this activity, I led the students in a discussion about early astronomy and what early peoples did to make sense of the stars. This was a very short discussion and in retrospect, I should have spent a lot more time talking about what experiences/observations the students have had looking at the stars. We then proceeded out to the playground and set up the model that Mrs. Seamons and I used this summer for the professional development seminar. At this point it was decided that I would simply set the model up for the students because of time constraints. However, I should have been talking to the students the entire time about what I was doing. I simply gave instructions to place this chair here and that paper there. I could have involved the students more effectively in the set up process without using too much time. I then instructed the students to stand in their birth month on our model. We talked about what constellations we could see at noon, sunset, midnight, and sunrise. I asked them what their horoscope sign was. Only a few of the students knew what I was talking about. So, we talked briefly (probably too briefly) about how astrologers determined the signs of each month. At this point some of the students have tuned out and are staring off toward the other class that was in the distance. I made the mistake of telling the students to go and stand next to the chair that had their birth month constellation on it. One girl got frustrated and said, “this is stupid!” When I asked her why she was so frustrated, she complained that she was confused as to what we were trying to do. She asked why, if her birth month was in January, was she standing next to the constellation across the circle. I asked her why she thought so and she just rolled her eyes and said she didn’t know. I could tell that most of the class was frustrated but I didn’t know how to change it. I didn’t know how to salvage the lesson. I plowed on but it was pointless because none of the students were with me at this point. After we got back into the classroom, Mrs. Seamons talked about how difficult the concepts in this lesson were and how even adults struggle with them. This made me feel a little better but I can’t help but think that I let the students down. I had envisioned such a fun activity/learning experience and it turned into a nightmare for them and me. Boy, if any of the students pursue astronomy as a career, it will be in spite of me, not because of me.
I am scheduled to teach this lesson again with the other 6th grade class. There are a few things that I will definitely change or incorporate into the lesson:
1. I will get more information about what the students already know and understand about constellations and stars.
2. During the set up process, I will talk to students about what we are doing. All of the stars in the night sky are not represented in our model; I will talk about these particular stars and their significance in the plane of the solar system.
3. I will let the students move about the “sun” and tell me what they “see” standing on the earth at different times of the day, at different times of the year.
4. I will give students more opportunities to express themselves; I will talk less after the initial explanations are given.
A skill that I would like to develop is the ability to ask questions that lead students to think for themselves, shed inhibitions and let me know what they are thinking. A tall order perhaps, but I think good questions are the key to effective teaching and learning. I need to learn how to ask a good question. In order for an inquiry based lesson to succeed students need to see where they are going and have some idea of how to get there.
Sept. 13: 1:45-2:30 pm
Mrs. Seamons gave me the opportunity to talk with the students about yesterday’s lesson. We talked about the plane of the solar system and I used the classroom to help with the discussion. The posters around the room on the walls were like the stars that we see in the night sky. Then I used the heads of the children to represent the sun and planets. All the heads were at the same level so we could see that they were in the same plane, but not all of the posters, clock, books, etc. were in the same plane. The posters that were in the same plane were like the stars of the zodiac constellations and were the back drop for how we see the planets and moon “move” through the night sky. The students were much more responsive during this discussion than yesterdays, but I think I still talked too much. After this, I helped students correct their workbooks. We corrected the books as a class.
In some ways I think I helped the students understand better the use of constellations and their apparent movement across the sky. However, I don’t really know because I don’t know what they know now versus what they knew before the lesson. I don’t know how far I have facilitated their learning. Will I always wonder, or can I know for sure?
Sept. 14: 1:50-3 pm
The students were at the library when I got to class today. This gave Mrs. Seamons and I a chance to talk about the last couple of days. She assured me that some of the trouble I was having with teaching these concepts of scale and the constellations was because they are hard concepts to learn. That coupled with the fact that science is in the afternoon right after lunch are factors to consider when teaching. But this begs the question; do conditions have to be ideal to have an engaging lesson? Concepts in astronomy are demanding intellectually, but I believe it is possible to engage students, even after lunch. I just didn’t do a very good job of it, but I don’t fully understand what I did wrong. In some ways I am like my students, just tell me what to do, say, think and I will do it. It is as if I don’t want to be responsible for designing the lessons because then if they fail, it is not a reflection on me and my abilities. My ego can’t take failure.
When the students returned, Mrs. Seamons took them through some more of their workbook pages. We had decided not to have the students do the pages on Mars’ seasons because there wouldn’t be anything on the year end test concerning Mars and we didn’t want to confuse the students. She then let me revisit with the students the worksheet on scale. I went through the first calculation with them and let them struggle with the remaining calculations. They moaned and groaned and asked why we had to do this sheet again. I wanted the students to redo this sheet so that I could collect it and submit it with my assignment for ELED 6240 and to see what misconceptions still existed. After we finished I felt terrible. I felt like I was just reinforcing their idea that science was hard, boring and no fun. When students complain, should I alter my lesson plan? How do I judge when something is too hard? What does a happy, engaged, enthusiastic class look like? Are my ideals too high in the sky? My vision of teaching has changed dramatically from before I started the SCED program. Whereas, I used to see myself as this fun-loving entertainer that guided student learning through engaging activities of my or other experts’ making, I understand now that the business of science education is demanding and complicated and there is no one-size fits all. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I thought that in the SCED program I would learn all the magic words to say and as long as I implemented them correctly, I would be a successful teacher. Sort of like using calculus in Physics, if I know what formula to apply in given situations then everything turns out correctly. I think teaching is more like Columbus’s journey to the new world. You have lots of theories, you develop a game plan, implement it, then wait to see where it takes you. And like Columbus, where you end up may not be where you planned, but wisdom demands that you look for the positive effects or die thinking you are a failure.